Me and my blog

So i just spent time reading my two favorite blogs the one my preacher writes and the one my friend writes. A lot of you probably wonder how in the world i got the idea to write about the stuff i've been writing about if all they write about is getting closer to God. I know that getting closer to God is an important thing to do but to tell the truth i'm not really as good as them at spending my time coming up with genius things to tell people that will make the light bulb go off. I can reply to some things and make people think but around them half the time i just feel simply inadaquate like what's God going to think when i have to stand beside these two in front of him and he asks why didn't you reach as many people as they did? It's not that i don't try it's that my brain doesn't work like that i figure the Ah-ha moments i have with God are just between me and God. They simply feel personal to me.