Under Control

Went back home again
This sucks gotta pack up and leave again
Say goodbye to all my friends
Can't say when I'll be there again
It's time now to turn around
Turn my back on everything
Turn my back on everything...

Everything's changing when I turn around
All out of my control, I'm a mobile
Everything's changing when I turn around
All out of my control, I'm a mobile


mmm...yeahh

Start back at this life
Stretch myself back into the vibe
I'm waking up to say I've tried
Instead of waking up to another T.V. Guide
It's time now to turn around
Turn and walk on this crazy ground
Oh, oh


Everything's changing when I turn around
All out of my control, I'm a mobile
Everything's changing Out of what I know
everywhere I go, I'm a mobile


Yeah, everywhere I go I'm a mobile

Hanging from the ceiling
Life's a mobile
Spinning 'round with mixed feelings
Crazy and wild
Sometimes I wanna scream out loud...

Everything's changing
Everywhere I go
Out of what I know...

Everything's changing
Everywhere I go
Out of what I know
Yeah, yeah, yeah

La, la, la, la, la, la, la la la
La, la, la, la, la, la, la la la
La, la, la, la, la, la, la la la
La, la, la, la, la, la

Everything's changing
When I turn around
All out of my control, I'm a mobile

Everything's changing
Out of what I know
Everywhere I go, I'm a mobile
Everywhere I go, I'm a mobile
- Mobile by Avril Lavigne

Sometimes i think i understand that song. Life's out of control most of the time. Just as fast as i get it under control it gets out of control. I thought for just an hour i had everything under control without any drama. I'd gone off on T.P and i was hanging out with M.A.W and B.N and B.H and R.B and even A.J.W but then curfew hit and i came back to the room...

At first it was great kind of like a break up i found the things I'd let her borrow on my bed and i thought she'd finally gotten the point that I'd given up on her... No though she came in a few minutes later talking about the car she'd wrecked. When she left she told us we needed to go to bed too... it was only 12 and she's not our mother anyway she's 17. It wouldn't surprise me if she had a couple kids though. See my life went from perfect under control to I'm standing on the edge of a cliff under control for me again.

i think i'm getting used to this under control though. I can get used to anything after all it's like Daddy says i'm a fighter like him and what doesn't kill us will make us stronger. I'll never quit anything no matter what!


Some people might say i should quit a few things i do but i don't think there's anything wrong with what i do so they should keep their mouths shut!