So i'm about to go see P* and he's going to ask me these questions that i've tried to avoid all week:
1) Can you accept the situation?
2) Are you willing to adapt to the situation?
3)What about FORGIVENESS????
4)Timing?
I know the answer to all of them and he's not going to like it. Actually the thing that scares me most is he's probably going to like it a lot and i ate already today. I still have no idea about any of those questions. Anytime i think about them i shut down. My mind refuses to think about them any further then i have two years and then it will all be over anyway.
Well i've gtg time for my meeting. Wish me luck you know shrinks.
I just hope he doesn't find out anymore secrets today...
More later.
Loves you lots.
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